I'm pretty bad at picking up women. But most women seem more trouble than they're worth. I don't really have much game. I have low self esteem but I haven't really put in much effort. I used to have a lot of confidence and was a lot better but when I was messed about by an 8/10 I sort of just lost my confidence never came back. I don't even have a high sex drive since I took antidepressants. I don't know whether to try and improve my game or just forget about women all together. Sometimes I tell myself there must be some girls out there with similar issues who might be able to accept me. The last girl had issues but couldn't put up with my negativity but she seemed to like me apart from that. So yeah I'm tempted to go MGTOW but I feel like I'm yet to experience much rejection let alone success with women. I've had plenty of one night stands but these days I have no need for them. I have a lot of inner game that needs work if I am to find someone. But I need some fulfilment in life. I would like a girlfriend but don't want to be some cuck. My stance on this changes like the wind. In my head I'm everything a girl doesn't want but some girls do still show interest. I'm not bad looking but I don't have a great job and I'm depressed