I (m 24) last week found myself in a position where I had 2 girls (f 20 ) (f 19) who were interested in me and in less than a week I was able to ruin things with both

Girl 1: met her at a beach party, I had noticed years ago at the gym but didn’t had the courage to talk to her, we hit off right away, we had a first rushed day at the beach the following days then I hanged out with her and her friends later the same day and I ended up kissing her, it felt almost disneylike as thing were goin incredibly smooth, we then keep talking the following days ( she mostly was the one reaching out) but said that she couldn’t hang out during afternoons because of a personal problem ( which turned out to be a lie) and then after a bit became cold and vanished ( I believe I was too clingy and that she’s into another guy more). Now our mutual friends have organized a party and we’re both invited and don’t know what to do

Girl number 2: she’s the friend of a friend and we hang out in the same group. She’s asked a friend if I was single them preceded to add me on instagram, dmd me asked me to bring her home one night, then used the advice a gave her friend to ask out another guy and then she told me to pick her up at 3 am; I picked her up kissed her, she said she wanted to take things slowly as she didn’t think I was interested in her ( I have difficulties showing emotions), when I told her I was into her she changed her mind, she kissed me and we made out for about 30 mins then she proceeded to change her mind twice, at that point I was tired and brought her home and told her I was seeing another girl ( girl 1) she then kept up with the flirty jokes

As a guy who had fear of approach the past week had gotten me so excited and yet like always I end up alone