Sex: Male

age: 23

woman friends: 1 (does my sister counts too?)

male friends: 6 or 7

are your male and female friends in the same city as you? no. they live far away in other state.

weight: overweight, but no to the point of looking really fat. (lazyness you know...)

current goals: become an digital artist specialized in illustration.

previous relationships: none.

previous porn addictions: yes. how much time? 14 years.

Current issue: i want a girlfriend but i cant seem to care about asking other women questions about personal lives, only ask questions genuinely if had previous time spent together like days, weeks or months.

i cant find to feel the genuine desire to know a person, since i know myself as person i didnt care about others peoples personal lives, i just wanted to live the "now", i dont have an initial interest in other peoples personal lives, with women is just: "shes cute, i want to have her as my gf."

the issue begins with: "ask her some questions about her, get to know her."

well, i dont really care about her personal life, not at the beginning, i dont know what to ask because i dont really have a genuine interest in her life background, what se does, what se likes or dislikes, she didnt do anything to really make want to know her, at the moment i only found her cute and wanted to give her a kiss, because shes cute.

this happened to my online friends too, at first i didnt give a fuck about their personal lives, at first i almost threated them as enemies, as the time went i started allowing them in my life, started asking question after 2 weeks, questions like where they live in? what are their tastes in music? my friendships(the ones that worked) always came out of doing things together first, after few weeks together i started asking genuine questions about them and for women thats how it has been too for me.

you may think: 'this guy must be a piece of shit in public, groping women, asking stupid questions... you couldnt be more wrong, i am very "sweet" in public, always talk with a smile in my face, always being gentle respectfull because i dont really have patience for trouble, always making sure that people dont reject me more then i was already rejected in my life during school (i dont even like to remember those times).

my family says: 'whats is wrong with you? women are normal people just as you are. just talk to them!'

i know that, but i dont seem to care about their personal lives without having a previous time spent together. at first i only want to have sex because its how men are born since from the beginning of times, but women dont have the same desire to fuck just by laying eyes on men, like men do to women and i understand and respect that.