There is this one girl I see quite often who I have always played with caution. I have never really had much social interaction with women but lately she has been one of the women I would regularly see around who I spoke with. As a man with a lot of work to do on myself I kept very reserved and I was neither trying to game her or being a to friendly. I could see potential but I thought that I should hang back and maybe plant the occasional seed. But holy fuck this girl has made me feel discusted in my self for having interest in her. I knew she was a slut and had a few issues but there comes a time when a line must be drawn in the sand. She is 18 years of age and she has already had two abortions. I am hardly Mr high class but fuck me that is trashy. Whenever I think about her now my instead of thinking "I could probably end up banging her" my dick shrivels up. I realise that the unicorn does not exist and I understand that any girl I sleep with has probably had a few dicks in her but having two abortions is to much for me. Anyway so now I have not got a girl I could plate because I must definitely keep her strictly in the freindzone. There is no one else I really see that often. There is a shortage of women my age who I actually come across on a regular basis. In fact minus the fact that I live with two females every other aspect of my life is very male dominated. I don't really get to meet a lot of women.