A problem of mine is I always see myself as being creepy. Unless I’m drunk and have an excuse to say stupid things then I feel creepy, and even then when I got drunk and went to parties I didn’t talk to any of the girls. I had nothing to say to them. At this point I feel like I’m missing out on life. Am going to start working out again but it doesn’t really solve anything if I don’t ever make a move it doesn’t matter how good I look. I’m a fucking coward. My experience with girls my age are really deep cutting insults and I usually feel they are not interested. I’m the guy that walks around on campus wearing headphones as it helps put me in a good mood. I would have posted this in depression subreddit but i think this place could be more constructive. My post history could give you more insight on me as well