I'm 29 years old, Indian American, and I just started grad school. Most of the guys here are 6 years younger than me and have much better game.

I've struggled with confidence my whole life. I've had self-esteem issues that held me back a lot in my 20s, and I made a series of very bad decisions. I'm behind all of my friends academically, socially, physically, and financially. I just started grad school at an age where most of my friends are getting their MD or PhD or are getting promoted making a comfortable 6 figure salary.

I struggle to make friends at my current school and don't have a "crew" because they're all so young and I feel so weird forcing myself on them and going to rager parties full of beer pong at my age.

I'm an unattractive ethnicity, at an age where most guys have already had A LOT of experience with women, a broke graduate student, oh and I have a small penis, so I can't even rely on biological confidence.

Yet something in my heart is screaming to not give up. I don't know why. I just don't want too just yet. Is it too late?