She is my plate almost 1 years. We fucked same night we met. At the beginning she wanted relationship but I didn’t. Because I never trusted her and I was right to not trust her. She had a lot of red cards. Whenever I try to trust her (my mistake) she made me disappointed. She met some guys time to time, had bf but they didn’t be long. At the end she turned me. Btw Im 30 and live with family but she is 23 and she has a home alone. Last week she had huge sickness and our sex life is not amazing same as before. She is my neighbour and she don’t call me to her home as much as before. But when I go her she usually get drunk and sleep early etc. but anyway I do what I want.

Last week I made a mistake and I sent her home 101 roses. And that made me sure about that, never buy flowers to a girl... We call for hours everyday but no invite. Yesterday she called me to shopping mall while she is looking for her sisters birthday decors. She booked somethings for it then we went to somewhere and drink alcohol. She talked about what kind of marriage propose that she want etc. We had perfect night and when we go to her home she started to puke blood because of her sickness. Alcohol is not good for her. After we get in bed we started to fuck but she was so sleepy, after a while I felt like fucking a sleeping girl and finished. But she was awake anyway. When I leave her home in the morning she awaked and I even give her a cup of water.

Today I see her again liking other guys photos, following other guys instagrams (usually has lots of followers) and I started get jealous. I called her twice she didn’t response, I wrote her and she said that she was sleeping. And she wrote she woke up naked. I said you were awake at night and in the morning while im leaving. She didn’t response. Then I called her but she was on call. So what to do?