I haven’t really done anything dating wise for a year because of a nasty breakup with a girl I started my first relationship with and it made me feel dry. I’m still a virgin too lmao. I had just turned 18 this year and I graduated HS so I ended up getting tinder and ended up matching with a really cute girl on there. After chopping it up on there and getting her Snapchat, we finally set up a date for the movies with the intention of getting food after so we can do more after.

The play was to go see Child’s Play but she ended up forgetting her ID so we ended up seeing Aladdin for a later show. THANK GOD that happened because it set up 3-4 hours to kill and we spent the entire time walking around the mall just talking and getting to know each other. I was cracking jokes the entire time and making her laugh. We were exchanging stories and there was so much of her that I found really attractive like having the same interests in things along with sharing a similar perspective / mindset with certain things. It was fucking awesome.

Before the movie started, we sat down and she started showing me pictures of her cat and it was the perfect time for me to start with a bit of physical escalation so I sat close and going in the movie. We still sat REALLY close next to each other. At one point during a musical part of the movie, I went to the bathroom, came back and I asked if I missed anything and she laughed and told me I didn’t miss anything important. One thing goes from another and I slide my hand on hers and she embraced the fuck out of it and we ended up playing around showing each other all types of handshakes.

She ended up driving me back home and when we got back to my place, I did some cheesy shit where I said, “I really think your eyes look beautiful because they just sparkles in front me the entire time, can I turn the lights on to get a look before I leave.” She said yes, and I was like, “can I look a little closer?” She said yes again, I moved my head closer and we ended up making out in the car until she brought up that it was an hour drive back home and she forgot her license. I told her it was all good, plugged my number in her phone and called mine so I got hers as well. Again I was like, “can I make the drive back home worth it?” Then made out with her some more then went back inside to make myself a burger then fall asleep.

Before anybody starts jumping in telling me that I could have just brought her inside, I have a bunch of family home and I’m moving to a town a bit far where I used to live...so boxes all over the place and an absolute mess.

It’s been 4 days and all the communication that’s been had after was snapping all day since the day after. I snapped her the day after opening her snap and telling her good morning but no response but I got left on open yesterday late at night. I tried texting her yesterday but no response. It’s no big deal, she’s probably busy but due to fucking sub conscious insecurities I’m wondering if I did anything wrong or if there’s anything wrong with me. I feel great and I really like this girl because it feels rare for me to find girls with all or almost the same interests in things but damn it’s gonna suck if it’s just left at that and moving on. Eventually, I’ll suck it up and be like “oh well, shit happens” but idk.

Any help would be appreciated deeply.