Spinning two plates right now that I have developed feelings for which is natural, I am able to control my behavior and act non beta etc. But it honestly makes me slightly depressed knowing my plates are fucking other guys. I know that "they aren't mine and its just my turn and as long as I am fucking them its all cool" but seeing one of my plates on the snap map in a secluded parking lot every week late at night very likely fucking another guy makes me depressed and feel like Im not shit if i am not her sole source of sex, If i was a more desirable man, she wouldn't look for sex elsewhere and seek commitment from me, none of which my two plates have done in 6+ months of having them as my plates. Any one else feel this way?Want to be done with plates and go exclusive so I am not fucking the same girl other guys are fucking.