I've decided to come to this subreddit for advice as opposed to the Red-Pill subreddit, more familiar with the concept of 'oneitis', as that subreddit can be too aggressive at times. To provide you with some context, I'm and 18 year-old male who I would say has their life sorted, I'm a medical student, I come from a pretty well-off and esteemed family where I'm from, I have an enjoyable life (I travel multiple times a year; I have the luxury of not worrying about money, which provides me countless opportunities as a young person in regards to my education and social life in general), although I do have my lows every now and then, I would say I'm not lacking in any department. Now for the girl, when I was 15 I was on Facebook checking my friends' recent pictures and noticed said girl in one of them, I found her pretty attractive, I remember staring at the picture for a solid couple of minutes, now I'm not the type of person to obsess over girls or feel nervous around them, but I'm sure if I ever saw said girl I'd choke up, I then realised that the girl may have lived somewhere else, I then completely forgot about her. Fast forward a year, I move to a different school, and to my surprise, said girl attended the new school I went to, I spotted her when I was walking past the lockers, I had to make a double-take to confirm it was her, it was, and this is where the obsession began. For the past two years It's been an on and off roller coaster of thinking about her, I've had multiple chances to get with other girls, but I've never reciprocated when girls manifested any IOIs, it's always been about this one girl in my mind. I haven't seen the girl for the past six months as I've begun my first year at university, and she's a senior in high school, I recently came back home for the holidays and after spotting her at a social gathering with my friends for a couple of minutes, I've become obsessed once again; I'm positive that I'll never cross paths with said girl as she's going to be studying on the other side of the globe and not to mention she has a different social circle than I do as she's a year younger than I am, the chances of seeing her again, let alone forming a relationship with her are impossible, in every sense of the word; although I may see her every now and then when I come back home, maybe even in the couple of weeks I have here back home, although a slim chance, should I seize the opportunity to get to know her before I leave? Or could this potentially make my case worse? What do you guys advise and what is your whole take/view on my case? Just to add, I have no obsessions with masturbation/pornography, I rarely ever indulge in them, I thought I should add this as I presume people will suggest my lack of interest in other females may be due to any masturbation/pornography obsessions, which I can assure you I don't have. I would greatly appreciate any advice, I'm not that open with any of my friends as I wouldn't want anyone mentioning anything about said girl to anyone, as it'll definitely be embarrassing if anyone, especially the girl herself found out about my case; I've resorted here for advice from you guys, hit me with it.