I got back with my ex just because i wanted to have sex again with her. My intentions were the same as before. I just wanted what i needed from her and that’s all. I would never think about hanging out with her anywhere.

She would always complain about how selfish i am and how she wanted to do different things with me. She even got severe depression because of me.

Two weeks after getting back together i noticed that i am now emotionally attracted to her. My behavior initally changed but i immediatly reverted my behavior to how it was. Anyways, i don’t understand how i can be emotionally attracted to a girl that i’ve been using for my sexual desires for like two years.

I am now a little scared of losing her, WHICH IS REALLY FUCKING WEIRD, since i used to not give a single fuck about her.

My question: Is it possible to lose this feelings i have for her and go back to how i used to be ?