Recently exposed to TRP and it’s truths. It’s been a depressing and interesting few months to say the least. Growing up, I saw my parents as the marriage to emulate. They married young, moved far away from family to start their own. Since I was born, they never had friends, and stood behind the fact that I never needed friends unless they benefited me. Thus, my mission was to find my unicorn and isolate, just like my father’s. However all I’ve successfully done is become what seems a narcissistic introvert with no game or social skills. I held women in such high regard. I’ve been in forced relationships because I didn’t understand abundance. Better yet, I never attempted to befriend anything other than pussy. Let’s just say i’m a good orbiter. So here I am, 23, with no social life and no sex life. I’ve only ever befriended BB’s like myself who worked for my friendship but deep down I never cared for friendship because what does that offer? I feel like I’ve been freed from the Jahova Witnesses or something. I’ve always acted as if I didn’t need anyone, but my repressed feelings for validation and a neediness to have friends is surfacing. I really feel like I’m at square one and the idea is daunting as fuck. Has anyone experienced anything like this? From being a generally unlikeable guy to someone with purpose and charisma? I feel like interacting with men is just as much of a challenge as women sometimes. Thanks for reading, any advice is appreciated.