So I guess I'll talk a little about myself. I'm 20 white male and fairly shy when around people I don't know. I live in the middle of nowhere which makes gaming females sometimes difficult because everything is so far and most of my friends live 4 hours away because I'm not originally from here. It also doesn't help that I don't know very many people up here.

A plus on living here is the music festivals which are held next to my property which I can get into for free and my stepdad is an amazing guitar player in a band that frequently plays over there.

So last night I decided that I was going to stop being shy and try and meet some people. I introduced myself to a few people and was just having a good time trying to loosen up. I drank a little bit of whiskey which definitely helped. So before my stepdad and his band takes the stage, I'm hanging out outside not really talking to people but I see someone I met the other day. She is a cute short blond hair girl. nothing too spectacular about her but she is definitely attractive. I hear her say to someone "Hey do you trip?" this is a hippie festival so this isn't all that weird to hear but her the person shes talking to say no not really. and she said that sucks cause shes looking for someone to trip with her tomorrow, me being someone who doesn't mind taking mind altering drugs said "hey so youre looking for someone to trip with" I put on a big grin on my face which I am not used to doing. I almost never smile unless its a natural reaction. I feel weird lol. she looks back at me and waits a second and says "yeah ok" and all I thought at first was sweet free drugs from a cute girl I wasnt really trying to put moves on. plus I put a really weird/awkward smile.

so my stepdads band is getting ready to play and I'm sitting in a chair and shes sitting in one kind of close by and she got up and brought her chair next to mine. We talk for awhile and thats when she asked to hold my hand so we can pray for the other guitarist in my stepdads band. earlier in the day he wrecked his car and she actually came with him to the festival and she was telling me how they were supposed to be a "couple" but she caught him with another chick so now shes just hanging out really. Honestly, I know the other guitar player pretty well. he is somewhat of a pimp/player/whatever, I'm not surprised this happened.

So they start to play. Me and this chick are just sitting and listening to music and talking to each other every once in awhile. then she bumps me and tells me to smile so I just look at her and smile then go back to looking normal. It was around now that I realize shes digging me and I start to fuck this up. we continue to enjoy the music and talk to each other every once in awhile and then she decided to get up and dance and go to the bathroom. while shes gone some dude takes her seat. I contemplated telling him that the seat was taken but I decided not to. Why? No idea. she comes back and realizes that her seat is taken and goes to sit somewhere else.

awhile later while Im standing nodding my head to the music when she comes up to me grabs my arm and tells me to come with her so I do and she gives me the shrooms and I say "I thought you wanted to do them tomorrow?" she says she changed her mind. so now we are again sitting together watching and listening to the band play when she starts dancing again this time she grabs my hand and tries to get me to dance. I try all of 5 seconds but I cant dance. I really cant so I decided to tell her "I don't dance" and she says "yes you do!" I give up my attempt at dancing, if you can even call it that and leave her to dance with herself. I fail at this seduction stuff lol.

so now Im pretty drunk and tripping. My stepdads band has stopped playing and I help him load up his equipment into his car along with his other bandmates. So now everyone is outside talking, smoking, etc. I decided to talk to these 2 chicks who I have seen around and never really talked to them. I start talking to them and one of them mentions shes a artist and I asked what kind of artist and she said she writes poetry but she claimed to be able to do it all. So I challenged her to write a freestyle/rap. she does it then gives it me. I asked her why shes giving it me. and she said "i dont know you may think its special" I replied in a douchebag sort of way which didnt come off the way I wanted. Damn drugs. I said " Meh, not really its just something some random chick gave me" she says "Well with that attitude you can give it back" so I do then I exit the situation.

It was after this I thought I fucked up all my chances for the most part and decided to head home. Overall I feel like I did well and the final result was failure and it was all on my behalf. Since this thing doesn't end til sunday I plan on going over there every night so any advice is welcome.