I just want to vent this out. It would mean a lot if you read it all.

This girl and I had been together for a very long time. She was almost 2yrs older to me. She was everything I wanted my ideal girl to be - cute , beautiful , playful and stupid.

She was really insecure about having me. While I was quite RP. She begged and fought for committment for 10months and I just didn't give her. But she showered me with expensive gifts and a lot just to show her love. Will send me pics just as I would tell her. Loved me a lot. I took my time and eventually gave her commitment. Well after a lot of fights through her insecurities and her coming back to patch up. We finally broke off today went our own ways. She was crying and crying.

One main reason was, she wanted to marry and I wasn't even thinking of marriage untill thirty( I fricking just turned 19 and she's 20) and we both knew it.

I feel what happened is the right thing, we had different goals and I wasn't able to give her a lot of my time. Whatever happened right now sitting alone , I broke first time in a long while. Tears down my eyes and face red.

I just came here to vent but I would really like some comments. Say whatever you want , no sugar coating.