She was sitting two tables down, with her back to me, but caught each others eyes multiple times throughout the night. Actually probably seemed creepy when she would just look around and there I was behind her stealing a glance...

I get up to talk to her two times but get approach anxiety both times cause people are around. Finally the library thins out and I get approach anxiety a third time and almost pretend I'm walking somewhere else again but scream no! in my head and turn around and talk to her.

I think I said "hi I thought you were cute I had to say hi" and introduced myself...Goes down hill from here: She was completely nice/receptive but I was just so uncomfortable that I was trying to eject while she was actually the one trying to keep the conversation going! I finally got a chance to eject and said something like well if I didn't say say hi and tell you you were cute I would a felt like a pussy, nice meeting you" and walked back to my seat like a huge pussy...

She actually turned around and kept talking to me and i just plain responded awkwardly and told her about a party off campus this weekend, didn't even give her the address and just unnaturally tried to force in that she should come by. Was more awkward since I went back to my seat two tables away so we had to speak loudly...in a quiet library.

Worse part is that 20 seconds after the conversation ended she coincidentally was done studying and packed up and left. She said nice meeting you and i said sorry for making that so awkward ha.

I'm sorry for bringing Seddit such a pathetic FR. Gotta go into things like this more relaxed...