It makes me wonder whether or not I'm being genuine with people, but I am finding myself increasingly bouncing around by my lonesome. Even when I go out with friends, I tend to split off and meet people my own way, but I've run into a sort of jaded feeling of meeting new people. Either I don't generate enough interest (the typical AFC condition), or more often, I'm not interested in the people I meet. Some are boring, some are daft, and my biggest fear is the clinger. In the end I feel like the total creeper, only getting around trying to talk to the hot women.
Sometimes I think its because I feel more comfortable around women than dudes. I fucking can't stand bros and chodey socially awkwards pin the needle on my creep meter. I'd much rather flirt with a girl I'm not actually attracted to than standing around pretending to host Epic Meal Time. Don't take this wrong though, there are always exceptions, but they are so few and far between I'm left frustrated about talking to new faces.
Talk me through this?
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