OK wonderful people of seddit I would really like your input on something that happened last night. I'm gonna start with some background info. Pretty much I was friendzoned by a girl quite some time ago, but I don't blame her, because at that time I didn't have clue what the hell I was doing. Anyway we kinnda stopped hanging out for a year, then I went to another country for a while. In the mean time I improved myself both physically and mentally, was with quite some other girls and so on. When I came back from abroad I started hanging out with that girl again. I didn't care much about being with her anymore (I still would have sex with her), but she's a nice company so going out with her was fun. Anyway one night we were drinking and talking as friends and the conversation got pretty sexual, so we started making out. Then I got her to my place we got naked, did some stuff, but there was no sex. She said she wasn't sure about fucking me and I didn't push, because I was pretty drunk. We talked about it before and after, no one wants anything serious, just some fun. This girl came to my place yesterday and made it clear we weren't gonna have sex. We were chilling and then I leaned in and started making out with her. Then again and she was said "no". I asked her what's wrong and that we should just take it easy and have fun and she told me that she's not really ok with this. Then I fucked it up I think. She was very reluctant, but every time I went for the kiss we would start making out. She was still saying we shouldn't do it, but I don't know what the hell happened with me, I couldn't think straight. I was really frustrated and horny so instead of backing down and playing it cool, I just kept on going and going and going...It's not like I forced her or something, because every time I was initiating she was responding, but still she was reluctant about the whole thing. So because of my sexual frustration I lost all my eloquence the situation got kinnda awkward, we made out some more and she left. I guess she wasn't that much into me and probably me being a horny fuck, that just wouldn't let it go, didn't help a lot. Anyway, I'm meeting that girl on a party on Friday and I'm planning to keep it cool. I'm not going to ignore her or something, because she's my friend, but I'm going to focus on some other girls and see what happens. Tonight I'm probably meeting with another girl which would be nice, because I need to get that sexual tension off, I'm really on edge right now. I'm sorry for the long post, I guess it's a bit confusing also. I'm curious for your opinions on the situation. What do you think I should've done? Also, I believe I fucked it up or maybe there isn't enough attraction, but do you think that this whole thing could be salvaged in some way?