I don't want to make a field report. But I am finally aware of what the scene is, and what the club scene is like.

I also have a problem and feel communicating with people to whom i have no affliation with is VERY difficult and have finally experienced such a scenario last night. The nerve that stops you from talking to someone you find attractive, so drinking liquid courage to make up for it, only to result in a sure fire way to looking like a slob.

I also understood anxiety. It felt difficult leaving the house wearing a suit. I had nothing else to wear. Its not that I hate wearing a suit, its just that I hate looking different- ironically the thing i despise is that all guys dress the same.

There is an attractive girl I already know, and the rage that filled me when someone asked her to dance which would have whisked her away were it not for her ultimate rejection of him also made me realise the pressure I have to ensure I catch her fast.

I also need to learn how to avoid shelling out so much money for a night out. One should not be so expensive.

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