*I've committed this summer to improving and learning game from scratch. The FRs found in this series are meant as a convenient personal online journal for me to catalog, reflect, and learn from my experiences and possibly help others gain some insights as well. Keep in mind that I'm a newbie and my FRs may not be very interesting, but I'm here to learn so all comments and critique (on game and on writing proper FR's) are always welcome.

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Forward Entry: DrawnS's Newbie FR Series - #2

Background: Two nights ago I started on my journey to develop my game from scratch during my euro trip. The material I learned before my trip included Flawless Natural by RSD Tim and a quick skim of Blueprints and Foundations. My friends visited me on my trip and yesterday and today they bought some tables at the top clubs here.

The second night was going good, we had a table with a group consisting of an engaged couple (Aaron and Beth), my friend (Chris - who is more experienced than I), his younger sister (Danielle), and me. My friend Chris brought over two Russian girls (>HB9's Emily and Felicia) to our table and while out of state I forced myself to go say hi.

At first I was being a huge chode, just being out of state. We made drinks and Chris was leading the interaction while we each sat with our own girls (mine was Felicia). She didn't speak much English but I was talking a lot even though I didn't hear anything she said (SideNote: I'm pretty sure at some point later in the night I was just making noises instead of talking lmao). Wasn't talking to her about anything special but here and there but I did establish some early kino with some hugs. I would not lean in when I talked but she would bring her ear close to my mouth to hear me instead.

After some drinks Chris started dancing with Emily and Aaron pushed me onto Felicia and I led her into the dance floor despite not knowing how to dance. So here came the platonic dancing with my girl. She moved beautiful but there was a distance and lack of kino. Just was not smooth. We went back and forth between the table for drinks and smoking and the dance floor. Things were getting bad, she would chat with her friend Emily and I would get negative thoughts about how I didn't want to mess this up for my friend.

Around this time I left her at the table to flirt with other girls but completely failed at that (nothing would open). I met with Aaron who really put me in my place. Told me to be cockier and blatantly told me to escalate hard and not give a fuck. Told me that I should tell her how fine her ass is and gave other advice and his hotel room key.

I just fell into state. I unleashed my inner male core and fury. All my negative internal thoughts about how she disliked me evaporated from my consciousness. I took charge and began making out with her on the table. I started it slow and did pretty good. It was with rhythm and push and pull. There was actually eye contact from this point on and I was sucking her ear and pulling her hair too among other things. I backed off and then took her to dance, and the dancing was completely different as well. Instead of face to face I would spin her into me with her back against me, hold her ass, grind with her, pull her head down low and kiss her, pick her up by her legs and kiss her. After pumping buying temperature even more my dumb ass tried pulling to the hotel way too soon. I took her outside to say we were going on an adventure and began walking. I tried getting a cab for some dumb reason but she wouldn't let me and she pulled me back inside. To clarify a few things this entire paragraph went on during the course of an hour or so. Conversation also went out the window because we barely understood each other anyway. Right after I went in Aaron, Beth, and Danielle left the table to us (Chris, Emily, Felicia, and I).

Things got bad here, I could see a look of discomfort on her face but it didn't register with me, she kept talking with her friend just like she would before the escalation. I met with Chris who gave me some advice and started making out with Emily at the entrance to the bathroom. This led to another boost and I went back to the table to smoke and drink with Felicia and put her on my lap and stuff. I think by luck this made her more comfortable. This boost led to more escalating and I had my mouth all over her. She was also sucking my thumb and making out involved much more tongue. It was no good though, there was just these periods of discomfort and she would talk to her friend, I didn't pick up on it until today. The negative periods were saved by my friend being excellent with his own girl Emily. I often walked off to try to meet other girls and plant more seeds but failed with that.

On a high my friend thought we should pull to the hotel and we went outside and walked a bit. I would pick Felicia up by the legs again and she would feel happy. We hailed for a cab and Felicia would not sit next to me, I was in the back with Chris and Emily as we rode toward their hotel. My friend and I tried to get up to their rooms lead to nothing as they wouldn't let us come. Felicia was clearly uncomfortable with me. My friend Chris took Emily's number and hopefully he may hook up with the friend tomorrow so that's a relief. I mostly just didn't want to mess up his girl by fucking up with mine. I didn't take Felicia's number because I didn't want to do anything at this point to have a negative impact on my friend's situation. On a side note i didn't know her name either because I couldn't hear it earlier lol.

This entire post covers a 3 hour or so period.

Personally, after thinking about it I think it's clear that I made her really uncomfortable and ruined it with the first pull attempt. Someone told me that I'm dealing with a different category of girls here and I should never try to pull the same night (While the girls are incredibly hot and well dressed I don't agree with this). Other negative thoughts about this situation arose too. Another thing that occurred to me was I really haven't actually opened and hooked a set myself on this trip yet, this lead to failure with planting seeds with other girls. There was no momentum going.

I had a great night though despite the fail but I want to learn as much as I can from my mistakes while my trip lasts. This is why i wrote as much detail with openness and also why I would love some input. I'm aware of my likely naivety and would appreciate honesty because I want to get good asap. This was all done despite not sleeping in 2-3 days, being on medication, and drinking a bit. I finally got a few hours of sleep though and I'm heading out again in a few hours.

Edit 1: Rewrote the whole post from scratch now that I have had a few hours to rest. Edit 2: Added Names Edit 3: More clarification