I've felt like complete crap the last couple of days. I've been doing NOFap for 2 weeks now so now I'm hornier than ever. I know I'm attractive, I feel I am tall and in good shape yet I can't ever shake the anxiety of being seen as unattractive. I don't know what it is, I can dance and I know to most people there I'm highly confident, but it just doesn't translate into anything so I get into my head and its hard to get out. I think of all the reasons they wouldn't want to talk to me and I just freeze. I'm sick of doing it and I'm sick of this area of my life being this way. I know I have game, personality etc but I just can't seem to put it all together. I'm just in a funk now where I'll fuck anything and just feel completely unwanted by the world which is hard. I grew up fat so I feel to some level I let my past jade me but its so hard to overcome. I'm just in a pit right now and I would love to get out, the thought of a brighter future is what keeps me going.