So...
First of all, i really want to thank this subreddit.
It has really opened my mind, and completely changed my attitude towards how i deal with women. I've started to notice that more and more woman are checking me out, and that's a real self-esteem boost.
So, i got hooked on the world-famous oneitis, and that's really killing me. She checked me out, i can tell she eye'd me, and she's the sister of a friend that i hang out with a lot.

I thought: "Well, she already likes me, so i'm gonna go for it".
But the problem is, i just fell for her so hard, and i know i shouldn't.

I was obvious about it, and some of our interaction was kind of awkward, i wasn't confident, and i forgot everything seddit taught me in a matter of seconds. I could feel anxiety whenever i saw her, i wasn't nervous when i talked to her, though.

Last week, we were on the same party together, and i was with a bunch of friends, and was already kind of drunk. She was with some friends, we were talking together, but suddenly she called one of his friends that lived nearby to come, a dumb-ass. They sat down and were chatting, i'm not sure if anything happened between them, or not... And i was just so fucking jealous.

The problem is that part of me wants to say 'fuck it', i fucked up with her, it was my first try, and i learned a lot from this, i'll move on. But part of me wants to just keep on trying until i succeed. I'm not sure if this is just my attraction talking, but she genuinely seems like the smartest and nicest girl around. It's also possible that it's not really attraction, but more like necessity. I'm 20, never had a girlfriend, never made out with anyone, virgin, etc, so it may be possible that i'm just in a desperate need to have someone, and desperation is leaking off me, making me un-attractive.

So Seddit, should i just give one more try? Or fuck it, and forget her (no matter how hard it is), meet new people, and try with other people?