Hello RED PILL!

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For the first time in my life I'm finally taking action! I recently realized that if I continue doing what I was doing I'll never get the results I want in my life.. as obvious as it sounds but when you are always been the loner type this is a bit realization.

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I realized I have massive amount of sexual shame, I feel ashamed of my desires as a man, I think it is due to my culture and society which lead me to believe that sex is wrong or offensive to the girl and it will make me a bad person, however, I can't blame the external anymore I need to take responsibility for my actions and results.

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Now that I'm starting, I'm asking girls on the streets for direction, this exercise is meant for me to get over the resistance I feel when I see a girl and feel I can't talk to her, over time I will add more over this basic behavior.

But whenever I stop a girl and ask for directions girls act confused and closed off but they do tell me where I to go, but as I listen to them I have this feeling of guilt or shame over what I do, I feel phony or shameful or bad for doing this.

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This feeling is the same i get when I see a girl I like and want to be bold but feel I can't. It is feeling cringed at my behavior like feeling ashamed to show people your lack of results and find yourself cringing at yourself.

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Any body experience or went through something like that? and How you got over it?

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Thanks for reading.