I'm having trouble adjusting to a new environment. I spent the last year basically living on my own terms. I spent a lot of time in the field just being myself, and I learned a lot. Now that I'm in a corporate setting, I feel that drain. Not just on my energy, but imposing a restraint on my frame. When I'm Not interacting with the male energy I usually have, it feels a little disempowering. I just don't have a lot of time to engage and what little I do ends up being very surface level. I get the "work is work" idea, but if I spend 40 hours a week not being a swinging dick, then that's primarily what I'll become. I can't be a part-time man.

Not looking for advice how to fuck a coworker, but how do I keep my frame in a sanitised environment? How can I bring my masculinity to work without ending up in human resources? If you don't use it, you lose it.