So 4 months in, taking her on trips, making her dinner, taking our dogs out and finally I decided to man the fuck up and get the fuck out cold turkey.

I was agressive at first, tried to sneak in that kiss, get a bit handsy and was greeted with the fact she was not looking for a relationship (although I found her on bumble and POF) but look a loser I kept trying. She stated she wanted to see if this friendship could become something more.

4 months later I'm depressed and drained, went cold turkey and feeling a lot better. She found her and my closest hunnies at the gym and she acted pissed and spiteful.

I guess my only question is do these types of woman actually give a shit I'm gone?