I felt like I just had to write this here to get it all out. It's been a while since I found this community but I believe 2013 is the year I really went hard with this seduction stuff. I got rejected A LOT but I have gotten some success and I believe I learned the most about women and attraction this year than any other year in my entire life. I can recall so many approaches I've done, at the malls, around campus, at frat parties, and many more places. I believe doing all these approaches really shaped my confidence and understanding of attraction when it comes to women. This may all just be placebo but I feel like I'm getting closer to becoming the best individual that I can be and that I'm getting closer to finding someone who I can share some great times with. In 2012 I literally couldn't even recall one time when I approached a girl and was completely direct with her to tell her that she's cute, but now I literally remember so many instances. I never realized how much effort I've put into seduction this year and although I haven't gotten a crazy amount of results I still feel a bit good knowing that I actually tried this year and put my foot forward. The version of me back in highschool would have probably never broke out of his comfort zone to do cold approaches.

Unfortunately I wasn't able to go out tonight so I sat at home and watched the ball drop on my computer. It was cool to see and then afterwards everyone was making out and getting that new years kiss. Part of me wishes I was there too getting a new years kiss and I believe it's normal to feel that way, who doesn't want a kiss on new years? Even though I couldn't make it out this year and I didn't spend the night with someone special I believe that it's nothing to get hung up on and these emotions are somewhat normal to feel.

Next year I'm hoping for the best with women. I'm not sure if I'll really be motivated to keep up the cold approaches so I'll see where the year takes me. Hopefully the opportunity will arise and I can meet someone special. You guys are all probably out there partying and getting your game on. Good luck to you guys and I hope you were successful in getting that new years kiss. Happy new year.