So long story short if you want to read the long one, you can over here my ex was on and off with me for a while, broke up with me a few times to get with someone else, and then when we were trying it again I called her out for talking to him constantly and she flipped out and ditched me right then and there for him. Whatever.

Anyway, I've been meeting other girls since as meeting girls is not an issue for me. The other night I brought back 2 attractive girls, and wound up hooking up with one of them. While out, I had opened multiple girls, making out with a few, etc. My ex even spotted me making out with one (same party) and was visibly jealous even though that wasn't my intention.

Still... I don't understand why I'm still hung up on this girl who treated me like absolute shit when it's clear that there are other girls who want to have sex with me, etc. I know my ex was one of the few I had feelings for, and it's very rare for me to feel that for someone even though I hook up a lot, but I'm not sure how to get over it all especially when I am following the go have sex with other girls rule.

Inner game

It doesn't make sense to me logically why I would be hung up on a girl who treated me like absolute shit. Sure, I loved her, but she treated me awful after we broke up and then started the get back together/end pattern. I have since stopped taking her back, but it still bothers me I have feelings for her. What is wrong with my inner game that I would allow myself to be treated like this and even miss her?