I just said goodnight/goodmornings to three absolutely beautiful woman leaving my house after an after-party, and party (lol). Before I begin with the details of the night, I should should give a little background on myself and my relation to these women. I am approaching 30 and have had only a few long term serious relationships, but have never really been much of a closer with women outside of that. I am flirtatious and pretty good looking despite being short. Two of these girls that I was out with I know from work, and the third is a friend of one of them. The two from work definitely have a thing for me, and the third was definitely giving off signs of interest. The main girl, lets name her Misty, is training to become a massage therapist and is pretty outgoing. She and I are pretty outgoing with old sexual stories and references and she is always telling me about how sensual she is at massages and whatnot and is the girl to which the consciousness plays a part. Misty is dating an old work acquaintance of like 3 years or so who just recently quit. The second girl I know, lets name her Vicky, is great work friends with Misty. Vicky is recently out of a relationship and has been pretty flirtatious with me through a few other outings prior and the two joke around about threesomes and wanting to try one and basically subtly putting it on a silver platter. The third girl, lets name her Becky, is a friend from cheer with Misty. She's pretty quiet and reserve compared to the other two, but always seemed to stare at me with puppy dog eyes--at least at the beginning of the night. I kept her engaged, but not nearly as much as I probably should have.

So these girls come to my house and swoop me up to head to a party of one of Misty's massage school friends. The party is okay. A lot of people in a tiny little place. It doesn't really last long and there's not too much to really say about it. We mostly just did a couple drinking games and left as it started dispersing. The girls and I head back to my place and this is where I really find myself over my head. When we get to my house we have a couple shots and laugh and joke around for a bit about random things and throw on the movie Haunted House. During the movie Misty and I are starting to get kinda touchy feely and I find myself in the chair with her with her in my lap and I'm rubbin on her and I get the thought that she's the other dude's girl. I actually say something to her about it quietly, lol. Bam, mood killer, haha. But not really though, because she whisper's "blanket" to me, indicating to rub her out under the blanket. I start to go for it but at this point Ive already kinda lost the moment. So I go to slow it down a bit and pull away and plan to go for rubbing of the back and working to the front, basically giving her a massage to build it up. The second mood breaker and really the last straw is in the position we were in, I had trouble gettin at the bra strap. I'm only good at it from the one way, and I had to undo it from the other and from an awkward position. After fumbling with that, and oh yes, a fumble it was, I left it alone. The vibe was so wrong and probably for the best too. So she ended up just laying down on the floor in front of me. The other girls were on the couch to my left and I'm in the one seater chair. The second girl who likes me has her foot on my foot the entire time and giving me good looks but I dont really play into it too much and the third girl Becky is the furthest from the couch and at this point most the vibe has left the room as its starting to get late.

So a couple of points of improvement in the night that I need help with that stick out in my own mind. First is I was out of ideas on things to do once we really got back to my house. After watching the movie, the energy level started to slow down and I threw on Netflix. Netflix killed the night. I need fun alternatives that can keep the night fun and engaging.

Secondly, three women is a lot. I am someone who lives by the "fake it till you make it" with confidence. I am outgoing and friendly at work, but mostly only at work. I've been there for a while and due to my appearance of confidence a lot of the girls there have a small thing for me, but the truth is is that after a hard breakup with a long term girl who cheated on me I haven't felt as though I have enough to offer and haven't really put myself out there as much to get close to many girls.

I noticed that I really didn't know how to transition to what I wanted throughout the night. I noticed points at when I should transition, like when I'm hearing IoI's like sexual references about waking up naked in my bed, being all right to stay over and literally putting it on a silver platter until I started to pull back from the whole girl already taken thing. Ultimately I feel I made the right decision on not moving in on a girl who was taken even though her ass is bangin. I'm trying to think about how it would have been if the already taken hadn't been the case. I honestly don't know if I could have pulled the trigger even then. The only girl's Ive sexually been with are those who I can say that I genuinely loved at the time. These girls, while all hot, are mostly only a physical attraction.

edit So after some sleep I think I made the right decision in not going through with the girl that is taken. I got a lot to learn, lol.