It was dark, i was dark. I though i could change people. I though i could make them think as fast as i do, because i was ignorant.

I came like a Mage/Savant, revoquing all their concept about life. Some already knew the shit, but i though i knew it better.

A friend was here. He lives the same shit i lived. Divorce. Parent rejection : "why u looser ! Find job looser ! Find money looser".

He lasted 8 hours listemening to my shit. ( yeah i became little bit talkative.

Live is just a game ? Nothing was so true about that. Everything was easy. Like how to be a dictator. How to manipulate people, but i didn't wanted these dope. I wanted them to understand that they could "have two girlfriend" becauSd that dope is fun. My ass. I was crazy, they said.

My mother friend took time to listen to me, and she listened. And she saw i had a problem. I went to a psychatric hospital.

I learned good shit their.

I'm starting to heal myself, by understanding what really life is. It's simple for me. I can't make it simple for others. But i can weigth it, like a power. And take the responsibility. I can drive an autobus an take friends in it. Juste to party, and being good.

I'll continue this later, thanks if you enter in my car during the text.

And thanks to you throwawaypua, uncle, you saw my achille point.

Ps : English isn't my native language, but i'll continue.