I'm 19 years old, in college in New York, and have never kissed a girl. I get seriously depressed about this and have contemplated suicide a couple of times. I've out on dates with girls and asked them out on dates, but none of them see me as a romantic partner. I've been here a bunch of times, tried applying some of the rules like playing hard to get or negging but those things never work for me. BTW, i'm not fat, average looking, and socially awkward but not horribly. I'm also tired of that whole bullshit you'll meet someone soon enough, because i'm tired of fucking waiting and i'm almost twenty fucking years old.