Almost 2 years when I got to college, I was in damn good condition, in terms of everything. Basically every girl I met I could so easily sense was very attracted to me. I had no doubt I could get any of them. The cutest of them, I started dating just in two days.

But shit.. ever since getting into that stable relationship, I declined and declined.. Up until the end of the first semester, I think I was still fine. Then it started to become more and more obvious that I had completely lost the drive.

Last week, we finally broke up, and I understand her side completely. Simply, I am not attractive anymore. I understand exactly why. Past couple of days, I've cleared my head of lingering thoughts. I'm going to go for it again -- I'm going to become the hot shit I was 2 years ago.