Hey Seddit! Okay so at this point, I've right about had it with the failures and the bad experiences.

Here's where it started: Recently my good friend's sister moved in with him, she and I ended adding each other as friends on Facebook. Fast forward couple months to recently she's talking and hinting at sexual things like her pleasing herself and throwing different things around. She eventually invites me over, and I don't go mainly because I was scared. I was scared of what I should do/don't know how to do, I was scared of my interaction and it being awkward. Why doesn't this come easy?

It seems like this is just difficult all over. I find it hard to text girls and talk to them and hope I make it to even a hug close. IDK!!! No confidence or anything. I've started reading models but I feel like i keep forgetting things. I'm just needed help right now. Like a pickup buddy or something to guide me back into good territory. Comment your help, or PM so we can talk or something.

TL;DR: I need help with everything. The noobiest noob beginner ever.