So, I've been trying to Improve myself for many years now, and it has been really hard. I feel I have not achieved much. I've read many articles and watched a lot of videos about self development, but I have not been able to improve myself. I have self esteem and confidence issues which I want to address to become more confident and socially successful.

I'm going to list some info about myself and the challenges I've been facing:

  • 24 yr old virgin who has only kissed 4 girls in his entire life (3 of them on 2 NYE parties where everyone gets wasted).
  • I 'm 5 ft 4 inches tall and weigh around 125 pounds
  • I like Running and watching other sports.
  • I like Reading. Specifically books about finance and economics.
  • Love music.
  • I live in a small country where most people know each other.
  • I've failed a lot in love and romance.
  • Have trouble starting and following up a conversation. I want to be more playful and learn to banter without being creepy.
  • I feel I do not make a lasting Impression on people. They tend to forget my name afterwards.
  • I'm not the most popular guy but I know some people, but I have trouble bonding with them.
  • I feel that girls don't feel I bring high value to the table.
  • I feel I don't have a strong presence. I feel I go unnoticed sometimes.
  • I want to be more fun and more relaxed in social situations.
  • I want to improve myself because confidence and social skills are the most important aspects about game and life itself.
  • I've been dealing with self motivation and will power issues.
  • Sometimes I feel powerless and hopeless.
  • My text game sucks.
  • I am like the tag along friend. I'm not included in inner circle stuff like inside jokes and some messaging groups.
  • I've come to the point where if you ask me to list my qualities, I would not know what to write.
  • I feel lonely.

Has anyone been through something similar and overcome it?

I want to overcome this and reach my potential. I want to become the guy that girls like to talk about.

Current self improvement material:

  1. Presence by Amy Cuddy
  2. The 48 Laws of Power
  3. RSD Tyler
  4. RSD Todd