Backstory on me: 5'7", 129 lbs., Guyanese kid in white bread upstate NY. However, the gym has been a lifestyle for me since I was an undergrad and I play soccer, so I'm actually in really good shape. My mom was nuts and ran my dad out of the house and I grew up as blue pill as fuck. I knew the Red Pill truths were the way of life, but I bought into the blue pill shit to try to placate my single mom. I did post a bit of an intro before on a post here: http://www.reddit.com/r/TheRedPill/comments/2ev3ym/now_that_you_are_redpill_heres_how_to_deal_with/ck4b9fy

Current scenario: I met a girl on OkCupid at the beginning of the year, easily one of the most attractive girls I've ever met, and I attended both Michigan State and the University of Arizona. Tall, blonde, and a ballet dancer. She had moved away from the city where I live to her parents' city 1.5 hours south, because her ex beat her. We went on a few dates, the last of which she came back to my apartment and we ended up making out, but me being a blue pill puss, I considered that a victory. I was in Brazil for the World Cup and bought her a shirt from a pretty nice store, although I took all traces of the price off, and told her that Brazil is as cheap as shit (which it is). I was an idiot and tried to get her to commit to some sort of relationship, because she said she was moving to my city, and getting an apartment the block down from mine. Given that we live in the entertainment district, I felt I had to tie her down before better looking guys blew me out of the water. She said she liked me, but she couldn't give me a definite answer.

So fast forward to August. She moved back up to my city and we went out for ice cream. I gave her the shirt, and tried to kiss her but she did the duck and get cheek move instead. She did text me saying she loved the shirt and it was in great taste. I texted her the next day saying that I'd have to see the shirt on her before I could make the same judgement. She then said that she thought I had more feelings than she did and she didn't want to hurt me. I said that she did give me some very positive things to take away as she was there for me when my mom disavowed me, and looked past my height and weight as she was taller than I was, and that I took a risk and that I wasn't upset about it. But then I went radio silent and looked up what happened when you're too emotional with girls. And ahaha, The Red Pill. I've been reading this stuff constantly. So I've been going on dates with different women, busting ass in the gym, winning my golf league and such.

She messages me back today, after 3 weeks, asking how I've been. I know I established myself as a beta orbiter. I don't want that. I bought her that shirt so that I could rip it back off of her while banging her from behind. I have no desire to try and enter a relationship with her like I did before, based on what I've read from here and her super busy schedule with work and school. I'm not going to lie though, I'd like to see if I can tap that and see if Red Pill can cancel out my prior Blue Pill self. If she's just looking for the same attention and emotional validation, she can get bent.

Is it even possible to Red Pill your way out of someone that knows you as Blue Pill? What would you do?