This is going to be fairly long, so I appreciate any help I receive.

I matched with this girl on Tinder in June. I was in Turkey, and we matched just before I left to go to Turkey. We talked for a bit there, then I went radio silence for a month or so, then we began talking again. She lives around two hours away from me by train, and because of school we have never had the time to visit each other.

This was the first girl that I had an RP mindset with. I played the tricks, said the right things, and I knew she was growing more and more attracted to me. I messaged her last night telling her to make skype as it would be easier to talk. She says she would like that, but she met someone and that it wouldn't be right to skype.

I accept this and tell her to enjoy whatever she has with this guy, but that she knows how to contact me when things don't work out. This was me starting to cut contact and next her. She got quite passive aggressive, and I was fairly annoyed at this random guy, so I was replying to her messages instead of ignoring. She then says that she really wants to speak to me, and gives me her number. I ring it, then she calls a minute later.

So we begin to talk, and the conversation just flows. The aggression is gone, and she says that she hates that I have such power over her. I make her feel so many strong emotions, both positive and negative, and she hates that I know how to push all her buttons without having ever met her (her words). She says that there are parts of me she doesn't like, my cockiness, but she says that this guy is too nice. He makes her feel wanted, desired. She knows he will treat her right (her words again). But again, she was unsure, because I make her feel strong emotions whenever we talk. I told her the first time we spoke she would never meet someone like me, and I reminded her of this a few times last night. She said if I lived close to her, she would be with me in a heartbeat, but it's because of the distance that we are both hesitating. I don't want a long distance relationship, especially after reading Models, The Rational Male and No More Mr Nice Guy.

She admits that she is so attracted to me, and that's why she fought tooth and nail to keep me. She says that the way I make her feel, no other guy can do that and has ever done that. I was so happy hearing this, because it was thanks to RedPill that I could make a girl say these things.

I am inexperienced sexually. I sneaked into a nightclub last week, and kissed a 19 year old. She was my first kiss, and I am 17, same as Tinder girl. A photo of us kissing was posted on my Facebook, there was a lot of laughs, but Tinder girl messaged me about it when it happened. She thinks I am a player, and that I get attention and can get any girl I want. This is perhaps 40% true, but the fact she thinks this and that picture helps her hamster away about what I am upto.

We spoke for five hours, and she kept asking me why I didn't next her, since I have so many options. I tell her that I find her different and special, and tell her a little bit of why I think she is. I tell her I am a closed book, because as soon as I tell her stuff about me her attraction will die, so I would rather tell her stuff gradually and in person instead of over a phone call. She didn't deny it.

I don't know what to do. I like this girl, but we both live so far away. The way she describes me, it's like she worships me because I pass her shit tests. I am just wondering if by opening up to her and acknowledging that she had value to me, was that a mistake? Should you ever make a girl feel special and that she is different from the other women you talk to?