Hello gents,

Throwaway here because a lady friend of mine got ahold of my username and found out she was a plate, all hell broke lose. That is why im here. I need advice.

This girl and I have been on again off again for five years, we have known each other for ten years. Shes a single mom so I have a low tolerance for her shit. And it shows. We were never technically "together" but it felt like it.

Long story short she was starting to get less physical and I felt like her mind was elsewhere. I told her I didnt like it and nothing changed so I started fucking a girl ten years younger than her who cant get enough of my dick in her mouth. Sounds great, and it is. However My old flame decided to read my comment history and figured out she was getting played. The problem is I actually like my old flame and actually feel bad about hurting her feelings. Its her own damn fault and I think she knows that but it still sucks. After she huffed and puffed about it I ignored her for ten days. I decided enough time had passed so I reached out. She ignored me. I was not going to play that game so I went to her house and banged on her window until she let me in. I told her I want her in my life (which I do) and appologized for hurting her feelings. Im not made of stone. I may even care for her in a way I didnt expect initially.

Here is the thing though. While we were "together" we both recognized the fact that there was no actual status. Which as far as I am concerned allowed me to do what I want. I told her this, and I told her she had the same oppurtunities. As far as I know she went on at least a date... I think we all know what that means.

Im starting to think I lost my bearings and got played for a sap for apologizing. Even so the night before I went to old flames house I was up all night fucking the younger girl and before she showed up I was working an angle on another girl.

My actions and my feelings are conflicted. I want old flame but I cant get enough of young girls pussy. I genuinly like old flame but shes a single mom, im sure she saw someone else while I was seeing someone else, and all the bs that comes with x lovers children and the courts are present.

What should I do? Should I keep on playing this girl? Or am I getting stuck in a blue loop?

This is my first real red pill test since I have swallowed the pill.

Anyway some input would be great. Thanks.