You're going downhill. You've been there before, you see the signs. Tiny, stupid, and little shit that she does makes you wanna choke the bitch. She says things like "If I wanted a hot guy I would just go to the X and get one of those guys". Or in a birthday card she'll end her lovely message to you, her "love", with the words

"Thank you for everything you've done for me so far. I love you. -X"

You think to yourself: so far? What the fuck does SO FAR fucking mean?!

You hate her in every way, but the oneitis is strong in this one, and the only fear you have, the only thing that's keeping you from dropping that sack of shit, is that you know when you do...she's going to just fuck every living thing that moves. And I mean, she doesn't even realize how nympho she is, kind of nympho. The kind that taught you how to spit on a girl correctly, how to smack her without causing too much actual pain but still leaving a good bruise, and do things that make you think otherwise about whether or not women fantasize about rape.

So, how do you get over the fear of the pain you know you'll feel when you realize she's out there going from frat house to frat house to gang bang to gang bang? ** Or maybe even worse**, maybe just one guy really close to you, and she'll do everything for him: cook and clean for him every time she sees him. Twice what she did for you, even at your highest point. She still loves you, but she takes that and she fucks him so loud down the hall that it keeps you up at night.

How do you dump that girl? That you know will just destroy you.

Is it just my own fault I feel this way, because I've tied self-worth into her? I assume the only way for me to power through this is to just date more girls. Talk to more women, and realize that she's just one bitch, and whatever she does is what she does and she's only one ho. It seems too simple, to be frank.

edit:

Thanks everybody! Everything you said helped. At the end of it all, during the final exchange of shit, I start to get up and walk away and she points to the ground for me to sit down (with a deadpan look). She says how she doesn't want to be my friend, etc. She says that's it, she's done talking. Anything else? I just grab my things and get up, and as I'm walking away she says "good luck with finals" and I walked away with a smile on my face. Should've dumped this psycho bitch 4 months ago.

Not getting another "gf" for 5 years.