Ok, let me tell you why I believe that I am ugly. I was born with a cleft lip, which gave me an asymmetrical, crooked nose. While I can get rhinoplasty done on it, I have to wait until I am 21 to get the surgery. I'm probably in the 3.5-4/10 range

Because of this, I have been trying to avoid talking to girls for my entire life. Even though some girls have approached me at nightclubs before (one of whom even made out with me after 30 seconds of talking), I always make use the excuse that the girls were just drunk.

Do you guys have any ways to deal with approaching girls on the street until I can get my rhinoplasty done? I don't really care about approaching girls at nightclubs, since they don't really see my crooked nose that much due to the darkness, and as I've said before, the girls can be quite drunk. Now, before you link me to /r/howtonotgiveafuck, I would like to say that I have read The subtle art of not giving a fuck and Models by Mark Manson twice. But no matter what I try to do, I always feel as if I'm somehow the ugliest person on the planet (even though I have seen people that were literally deformed at hospital).

Also, I feel like I should mention that I do take care of myself when it comes to working out, grooming and dressing well.