I, just like many of we on this subreddit, had a very lonely adolescence, with no friends and never engaging with girls. One year and a half ago, I discovered PUA and started to work really hard on my self improvement.

In resume, I got out of my comfort zone and results started do appear. However, some thoughts are bothering me.

I feel like I just got lucky for discovering this world. I get paranoid why my dad - who was a very shy dude - didn't had this experience I am having and also if I should present this to my brother - who never gave a fuck about me when I was in that shitty life.

It's a sort of I don't deserve it. Last week I was going on a date with a 9/10 and came to my mind it wasn't the right thing to do, since not every man on earth could fuck a girl like that.

What's going on?