It's ironic that I came into this wanting to, in a sense, objectify women by sleeping with a lot of them and viewing as disposable, only to come to more truly understand women. I honestly think that pickup/seduction (shout out to RSD Tyler) has made me understand more what/how women think and how they feel. That being said, there are some things I need to work on.

Firstly, I'm pretty lucky. There are attractive women that want to actually sleep with me. I guess I'm good looking enough and interesting enough. Who knew. However, I tend to fuck it up often. So my goals involve 2 stages.

Stage 1

Stop fucking it up. Learn more about women and how to build attraction so that I

a) don't ruin perfectly good opportunities and miss out on potentially amazing women by turning them off because I lack awareness of the basics, and because of my insecurities.

b) Also, learn how to take the lead and build attraction so that I can successfully lead women who are somewhat attracted to me, but ambivalent about sleeping with me, to the bedroom successfully.

Stage 2

After getting a hold on the skills in stage 1, take it to the next level and become the selector. Instead of moving in on women who I can sense have a strong attraction, learn to be able to turn it on more. The stage would ideally bring abundance and selectivity, rather than scarcity and reactivity.

Not sure why I am posting this... hoping to hear about others' experiences maybe.