Most of high school I just fucked around, and when I got to college I fucked around some more, got laid a handful of times before I realized I needed to get my shit together, moved back in with my parents and am now making a genuine effort despite my shortcomings to succeed and follow through with my goals.

What sucks is I live an in area where everyone is rich and culturally American (I'm first generation and my father wasn't very successful, so everything I know about how society works e.g. college etc. is from my own trial and error) and every time they come back from college all I hear about is how they're all getting laid and putting in minimal effort in school, but it doesn't matter since they're all just going to get some consulting job making 50k+ after graduating anyway right out of college.

Meanwhile, I haven't had any fresh in like 6+ months and it's probably not going to get any better.

I guess my question is: I'm busting my ass right now trying to make my life better, will I get to fuck hot 21 y/o girls when I succeed? I feel like if I asked anyone else this, I'd just be a shallow pervert, but it's important to me that there be a light at the end of this tunnel. If I can make up for these lost years by fucking the girls who now brush me off, then I can justify what I'm doing right now. I just hate hearing about how my friends at better colleges are at the top of their frats and girls die for them, all the while not even giving me the time of day.