Most days I feel like 23 though. Insecurity and anxiety have screwed up a big chunk of my life. Social Anxiety had a huge grip on me for a while. I had learned to "overcome" it only to fall back into it again and with bouts of depression.

Today I am definitely more mentally stable and feel "normal" like never really much before in my life. I don't now if i mostly nurtured my social skills or they have always been there dormant and hiding underneath the insecurity. I can be surprisingly very charming and outgoing.

Anyway, I want to get freaking properly laid damn. I don't know if its a need but damn i would like to. Like I have kinda gotten laid but it was fast and I'm not too sure, she was chubby lol no offense to her. Like sh*t did it even actually go in damn. I have definitely properly kissed two girls and rubbed against etc. but I feel like i havent been properly laid.

I have social skills but it still pretty challenging hooking up etc.

I live like 45 mins away from my campus and with my parents where can i even get laid? where do I take the girl? How?