So yesterday I was about to go on my first date in years, and as soon as I saw I had received a snapchat message 1 hour before, I knew she was canceling. Felt pretty down, but didn't let it ruin my evening so continued to the LAN party I had planned to go to after a bit earlier instead. Sent a snap pic to this other girl ive been flirting with, didn't get a reply but whatever no big deal it was a pretty lame pic.

Later same night I decided to go out clubbing, alone, so went to stand in line, talked to an ugly girl just to challenge myself lol, turned out the club was full and its the only one in town im interested in so I said f*ck it im going home. On the way home I decided it was time to escalate with that girl I snap'd earlier the same night, since we've been flirting pretty heavy for a week or so. I took a snap pic of myself outside to show I was thinking about her at 1am in the night (bad move? Probably) and wrote "Hey Lynda, you should give me your number?". FYI, she must've assumed I was going home from the LAN party, not the club.

Well back home I thought "what if I wasn't direct enough in my msg?" sent a second pic with the text "...so that we can setup to meet of course". When I was going to bed I had only negative thoughts like "Obv. she's not gonna respond, but at least I tried".

Did I fuck up? Was it because I got stood up on the date? Probably.