I’m staying at a backpackers, met a hot French girl. Gamed very hard, recited mystery stories as my own. Kiss closed. We’re going to have sex in the shower that night but didn’t.

Today I bumped in to her heaps and the chemistry fizzled. I think I regressed to blue pill: I made her a hot chocolate and brought it up to her in the lounge (without her asking). I felt so uncomfortable though sitting on the couch with her and with others around. I didn’t put my arm around her because I felt awkward. I actually left before I even finished my drink because I felt so uncomfortable getting her a drink and regretted it because it felt cringe. I also felt pressure like I was ruining it. I’ve seen her everyday for 3 days. I think I am too much of a sire thing for her now.

Any advice on how to finesse sex in the shower. We were in the bathroom drunk last night and she said to my friend that “I’m about to fuck him in the shower” but then she said she feels odd about her boyfriend back home. Also it was a little obvious I was gaming her.

Plus I was ultra confident and horny last night and so polite and proper today. Downbuzz vibe. I don’t have oneitis. A new girl arrived in my room and we’ve been chatting tonight.