feels like following on any good experience there is a bad one... Not really getting to my endgoal really sucks tbh. i know that i should enjoy the path but its so hard to stay on it. Just for ones i would really like to have a succes that is not followed by a shattering experience where i lose it all again. For example a girls thats really on losing interest all of a sudden. Where do you guys take your energy from to stay positive and hope for the best?