Yesterday I don’t know but there was girl coughing on street I think was calling my attention. Then another girl was some eye contact going on but I didnt follow it up go after her. Third girl broke into a smile looking at me.

I only really liked the second girl I mean she was totally perfect for me. Rarely see someone like this.

Today am now ready for the attention prepared to say something get no attention all.

I feel like this is the story of my life. Opportunities happen when I am not ready. When I am ready can’t find anyone I like.