I went to this edm music show. I had sex with one of the dancers a few days prior and she invited me but we haven't talked since. I think this put me in a low energy state; I was super tired the past few days and jerked off a lot because. Generally feeling shitty.

I get to the venue at 9 and don't open right away but I get talking to a girl and she says her boyfriend is one of the photographers so she introduced me to him and we go and get my face painted. Then the girl who invited me comes with her friends and starts dancing on stage. I smoke a little weed and dance. Their are thes two chode guys who look super predatory creeping on stage so I decide to block dance infront of them facing the crowd and they go away. Their was this cute girl looking at me but I didn't approach.

When the stage dancing finished, we all went to a different location and then I grabbed a water but when I came back they left so I looked around for them but couldn't find them so I went home. I felt super anxious and dissapointed with myself. I have been failing a ton lately and trying to get present with breathing exercises so I am not anxious all the time and either thinking of the future and the past. I haven't achieved core happiness.