I was chatting with a woman from another country who's coming to my country in June to stay two weeks. I texted her, asked what she was doing. She answered but didn't ask me what I was doing. I asked follow-up questions, she didn't ask me one fucking thing. I see her read my last message, no reply, she's still online for 20 minutes, then she goes to bed apparently and without one word.

Then just now I was driving home from work at 03:30 am. I see a woman walking alone. I turn around, drive up to her, roll down the window and say hi. She looks at me, then keeps walking. I drive up beside her again and ask where she's going. She takes a closer look at me then shakes her head and purses her lips and walks off. In that moment I wanted to get out of the car and beat the shit out of her.

My whole life I've been rejected and treated like shit by women. I hate women and I hate my parents for putting me into this hell.