Ok, I decided to stop whining after my sob story about talking to girls on the telephone. I remembered the mindset set on three pillars: be outcome independent, push your comfort zone, and be as authentic as possible.

Been talking to a couple of girls on tinder, with lots of sexting, but not always. Keep it also polite and playful. But mostly dominant and sexual.

Thursday: Meet with a girl at a bar, then took her to my place for sex

Yesterday: Coffee shop, then sex at my place again

These are not even "lay reports" because I don't have much to say about them. I was nervous and maybe even a bit shy. But I was congruent, and persistent, being pretty clear with my intentions. I was positive and tried to follow through during sex with the similar dominance as I used in texts.

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Did a voice inside my head tell me to cancel and puss out? Of course! But I also knew: this is my inner bitch talking, not ME. 'I' want to get what's mine, even if it's scary.