It has been a while since I have had sex. My late fiance died late last year; it was devastating and it has been about a year since I had sex I have never been a booty call kind of gal but being older it has been a lot of fun exploring my own body. I have moments where I think I'm ready. Been wondering if I should go on an exciting casual sexual journey or keep waiting until I find someone I can be intimate and naughty with.