Hey TRP,

I am 17 and very new to TRP. I am a high school student (just educate me, please) currently and 80% of the time hang out with a group of (3) girls who are close friends of mine.

This is helping me with TRP since I see how they behave in many ways etc. but at the same time I sometimes have to initiate in girly subjects/topics such as bitching about other girls, degrading them etc. but this has stopped since I change the topic or laugh at the girls for talking stupid shit like that and they listen to me and stop. I used to discuss those kind of topics with them but now I'm trying to stay more "manly", as much as a 17 y.o can be.

So the thing is, I sometimes need a presence of group of men like I used to have at the elementary school - it was better than girls clique obviously but right now I don't have the option to form and become the alpha of a group since all groups are already formed. I am more like a free agent, don't have any best friends and I guess nobody sees me as their best friend either but I'm a loved person in general, many people like me.

I craved for a best friend for a long time but then found out that I just needed myself to become happy and feel satisfied so right now trying on it. But being the 2nd choice of people is not cool at all, but with this girls group, I am generally the first choice of them. The group consists of HB8.5, HB6 and HB5 - regular group but none of them are openly slutty, like some girls do. I know all of them are like that inside but, they are successful to suppress it.

So, sorry for the long text but I wanted you to understand this fully. Sorry for my English btw, I'm not native.

TL;DR : I hang out with a girls group (3 of them) as a boy, but don't know if this is the best way to go and ask for suggestions. Do you think I should still hang out with them, or try to practise TR & PUA on them? Or I'll stay as a "free agent" - and that's a bit of a problem. I feel bad as a free agent since I have to join groups or a person, which makes me feel and seem like a "sidle"- I mean like, not unwanted but awkward.

Thanks!